I would have killed her, had she not.

There is no right to kill. That is a disgusting falsehood. Killing just is. A wolf does not ask a rabbit before it sinks it's fangs in it's flesh.

That does not mean I will forgive.

[Though she's not sure what she can't forgive. That she participated in the game? That she made her remember? That she planned to kill Nona regardless of Nona dying? But she can't forgive. She doesn't know how.]